Jonas is my elder brother. He always help me when I have problems-He helped me to give the bad feeling away when I didn't like a boy's bad behaviour. He gave me the best answer, an unimaginative, yet right answers that will make me feel more happier. So, I was happy that my brother got an honorable job as the receiver, the chosen one. However, since then I feel that his heart might not be opened to anyone. Well sometimes we got mad at each other and didn't like each other's behaviour, but he's still, my brother. But then, I don't know the feeling to describe my feelings in a specific word. Its not like my parents saying to me that they enjoy me or take pride of my accomplishments. I know thinking about these things are inappropriate, meaning less, and doesn't do anything with the future happening I will have, but still. I wonder if Jonas can express this emotion that makes me feel warm deep inside from my heart..Now, I feel like the job as the receiver is taking Jonas away from us.
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